If only it were THE CIA
Not that my CIA isn't going to be absolutely wonderful. But I've decided that it probably isn't a good idea to be telling everybody that I've been accepted to the CIA. The tone of utter disapointment when they hear that it's really the Culinary Institute of America makes me feel well, like it's not an accomplishment.But Dang it, it IS!!You see it takes something HUGE to make me go out of my comfort level. And since I've been in Irvine or Tustin (next door) since the age of 4. Pursuing a no money career in something that I absolutely love by studying really far away (respectively) makes it an accomplishment--so there! :pBut if only...
Natalie, M & M's and Dark(th? sp?) Vader(or?)
I think that one of the far simplest yet delightful things in this world is the feeling of a melting m & m in my mouth. This is definitely up there next to temperate breezes, apple juice and well the smell of gardenias (even though they remind me of my grandmother). They (the m&m company) recently came out with a dark chocolate m&m to help market (Surprise!) the new Star Wars movie that's coming out soon. Which leads us to another topic, why is EVERYBODY, including my boyfriend, obsessed with Natalie Portman?! She is pretty but I don't think she is as pretty as Sophie Marceau or Catherine Zeta-Jones. He (my boyfriend) even has a collectible queen Amygdala (sorry i don't know her name--oooo ha! which also happens to be --if i remember correctly--the pleasure creator in the brain.. sorry back to what i was saying) and a collection of magazines with Natalie as the cover girl--totally wierded me out when I first met him. But, after he explained his theory of him appreciating her as an "artist" I totally bought it and didn't question it again.. well until I get home and see what his explanation is now....
AOKVET
I saw a funny license plate the other day
the plate said AOKVET. Conveniently also a Corvet. The frame around the plate said "aren't you jelous"
I took one look at the old guy, digested the plate and frame, then promptly answered "no"
hallelujah!
...I've made plans with Susie! (see previous post)
Rolling Procrastination
Why can't I stop procrastinating? One of my biggest faults -- that I procrastinate and my procrastination makes me procrastinate more. Example:I have a friend named Susie who is bi-curious like someone else I know. She and I are very different people in some respects. I'm a bit naive (though better as the years go by) and she is very aware and a bit, well quite a bit darker than I am personality-wise. There was a time in highschool where I "tried" to deveate for the sake of deveating. This is the time period that I met Susie. Susie and I probably see each other maybe twice a year and for the last 7-8 months I've been dreading the fact of setting a date to meet with her because I've canceled and rescheduled so many times to the point where i've lost track. Which has gotten me to the point where I'm embarassed of the situation and have ignored rescheduling because of my embrassment of the entire matter. VERY Frusterating.But, it doesn't end there. I had explained to Susie this tendency of mine a few months back as a way for myself to just come out with it and do something. However, since the time that I told her I've gone back to my old habits again and am even MORE embarassed because I told her.Gah!
Being Neglectful
I have never been nor ever will be a great writer. The fact is I really do not care if I ever will be. I mainly care to be understood. Once that's been acomplished--thats enough for me.
I'm beginning to think that maintaining a blog is a bit rediculous for me. For serveral reasons really:
1. I don't really have a lot to say and am pretty dry so not all will find my humor amusing.
2. Who is "all" anyway. As far as I know I think just Houri and maybe my sister read this.
3. If thats the case then what a waste of time!!!
I guess I could start using it as a diary.. but then that limits myself with how much I can say of course because of public access...
I'll keep ruminating on this one..
